A life with a pain
I’m shin
manreal and I want to share to you the pain of my heart,
Do you
believe in love at first sight, yes I do . I really love princess vanessa and
im happy that I became her lover, I didn’t regret even once…
I remember
the day when we first kiss, she kiss me with a full of shock, I can feel her
love flowing into her lips. And I remember the day when she give me a cute
teddy bear as a gift im quite shock, I didn’t spect her to give me such a thing
. I treasured it and the days gone fast we are having our 8th month
of our relation and its my birthday.. she didn’t come so I call a friend with a
same birthday of mine. We had dinner together and everything is calm that night
we ended the night with a smile in ourselves, and on December the worst month
that I encountered she keep clinging unto her bestfriend and I ended up jealous
I keep telling her to stop hanging around with that guy I know it’s a bad thing
to do but I can’t help it painful to watch …
And on the
other day she calls me she said she can’t take it anymore, she is tired of my
attitude she want a break up. I didn’t approve I told her that “I will change
my attitude so don’t go please im begging you” she gave me a second chance to
undo my failures, but she kept on clinging to the guy and almost I see them
they just like a happy couple on a date and the day has come to make sure of
her feelings, I called her on the phone
but she said she is busy that day so I accepted her reason I go to the
mall with myself but I was shocked when I see her and her best friend come, I
almost cry I really thought she was busy that day but she make time for him and
not me,
She saw me
sitting on a bench and she walk close to me and said “so what do you want to
talk about?” and I said “I thought you are busy” she replied “ah! Yes but they call me and I go to
them as fast as I could, so I will go
back to them bye!” and she walked away I call a taxi and call my friend “fel” I
report him the situation with a tears I cried on the taxi.
And after
that we talked, I let her choose if me or your bestfriend, so she choose his
bestfriend her reason is she has more freedom with him,
My world has
stop when I heared her answer, my heart
is aching but im holding back my tears and said “okay, just looking at
your back you look happy than with me”
And walked
away with a tears in my eyes and a torn in my heart I really thought she is the
girl that im waiting for , I really loved her so much, I wish to be by her side
but my wish didn’t come true…
